On that note, I love FJ! (no homo)

Though her life style is not completely governed by mine.

But funily enough me and my girlfriend did go out this weekend we got horny in the club so decided to leave, but we were too horny and ended up screwing down a backstreet. It was pretty awesome. We have both decided to do 1 crazy thing at the weekend, very much like what you suggested.

It hasnt been a brill 3 years but I am looking forward to stepping up my game again. Start training, have fun etc, I will need to make some new friends in the process though. Most of my mates still take drugs and it takes will power not to get involved (Since i still find it fun), its just I know that I want more from life, and my values have changed.

So FitJerk what country you from?

But now that you’ve already made that mistake, fuck it man, go out there! Start training again, start taking your girlfriend to do shit u used to do with the hot girls, take some risks together. She’s good in bed? What about a park bench? Go whitewater rafting. Go cliff jumping. There’s tons of shit to do.

Just know that when the time comes to say no, you’ll say no because you’ve been there.

I mean are you honestly telling me that because you made a mistake once, you’ll make it again because you lack the will power? That’s horseshit! That’s weakness, you’re telling me you’re weak!

Stop being such a pussy, if at the very least for your woman. If you know you’re living a boring life and feel shit about it, imagine how she REALLY feels. Wouldn’t she rather have a man that’s exciting? Are you going to be that selfish and rob her of awesome experiences that you KNOW you’re capable of?

Look, the ONLY way to eliminate failure is to learn from it. The only way to fail, is to fail, and fail and fail. They say insanity is doing the same things over and over and expecting a different outcome. Are you insane? I hope not.

The ONLY thing stopping you from having the life you used to have… is YOU.

About 3 years ago I quit training at the gym. before that I had trained for 5 years straight. I was in the fitness of my life. I had a wicked physique and I had girls left right and center, I was confident, a bit arragont and loving life. The problem was, I partied too hard and started taking drugs.(party drugs). These party drugs got out of hand and eventually it stopped me from enjoying life. This led me to quit my training, social life, and parties.

Now Im a bit out of shape since I dont train, and dont go out much since I have a girlfriend now and sort of settled down(although she is very tasty, and great in bed!)

But me myself, Im kinda bored, (not so much that I am boring) but I am bored, as I dont get out and do what I know I could do anymore.

I hate the idea that I am bored, or that I am going to just be another average boring joe with a boring life, and maybe even become really boring. I want to get my taste of life back, I want my sense of adventure and risk back. But then I am worried that if I do. I will be drawn down (self)destructive paths again.

Does that make sense?

I mean, I like the secret and endorse it since the mental capabilities you possess is truly insane. But you have to put that shit into practice… otherwise you might as well keep day dreaming while others hustle right on by you.

Fortunately for you, you’re being pro active. Good shit!

this blog is a wake up call! now granted, i\’m not THAT bad, i have a pretty busy, hectic life, but i do know a few ppl i\’m thinking about sending this link to!!

thanks for always just telling it like it is! brutal honesty is great!